I don't know why, but all of the sudden I just started to feel a little melancholy. Sometimes it just hits me, right out of the blue. I have nothing to be blue about, but... Strange I know, but I often find myself most content at periods like this. Perhaps it's selfish, maybe it's just being tired, but more than likely it's a spiritual thing (as is just about everything in our lives when you boil it all down). So what's this all about? I think it's often, for me, about striving too hard to make everything count for something or else it's nothing at all. Yet, this is precisely what Jesus freed me from, "For My yoke is easy, and My load is light". (Matthew 11:30) This is one of the many things I love so much about Jesus; He turns my world upside down so that I'm right side up, because every natural inclination for me is to right myself up which only leaves me upside down. So for now, I will go to bed in reflection, hoping that I don't reflect too long for I fear it's burning impressions.
An odd entry I know, but that's where I am.
Tom
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